Monday, March 19, 2012
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Fuck insomnia
For the past few days it has been extremely difficult for me to fall asleep,
I was so frustrated with myself.
There were so many things going around my head. Conversations, songs, things happened recently and in the past, basically I have too many things to think of. When I finally stop thinking of ANYTHING, I will think of a song. No matter how tired I feel, I JUST CAN'T SLEEP.
I washed up by 9, started 'forcing' myself to sleep by 10.30. And I be wide awake till after 3am. Around 10am, I will wake up AUTOMATICALLY.
Life is so ironic.
I wished I won't fall asleep so easily during school days and exam periods.
I'm sorry, god. I want to take back that wish. I wish to have a normal lifestyle, when I can live like a normal person again. I feel like a dead zombie now. I have no energy to do anything, my head hurts like hell. And I am waiting for my dad to come back from work so that he can bring me to the hospital.
Mummy promised that she will cuddle me UNTIL I doze off tonight.
Maybe I got too used to have someone cuddling me to sleep. So now I am facing this major problem.
I just feel like killing myself.
I was so frustrated with myself.
There were so many things going around my head. Conversations, songs, things happened recently and in the past, basically I have too many things to think of. When I finally stop thinking of ANYTHING, I will think of a song. No matter how tired I feel, I JUST CAN'T SLEEP.
I washed up by 9, started 'forcing' myself to sleep by 10.30. And I be wide awake till after 3am. Around 10am, I will wake up AUTOMATICALLY.
Life is so ironic.
I wished I won't fall asleep so easily during school days and exam periods.
I'm sorry, god. I want to take back that wish. I wish to have a normal lifestyle, when I can live like a normal person again. I feel like a dead zombie now. I have no energy to do anything, my head hurts like hell. And I am waiting for my dad to come back from work so that he can bring me to the hospital.
Mummy promised that she will cuddle me UNTIL I doze off tonight.
Maybe I got too used to have someone cuddling me to sleep. So now I am facing this major problem.
I just feel like killing myself.
Monday, March 12, 2012
Holiday
Today's the 12th day of holiday, 19 more days before I return to SG.
After Semestrals, what I did was... watching Bu Bu Jing Xin everyday!
Finished the drama yesterday.. Don't know what to do next :(
After the facial treatment this morning, I slept like a piggy, oink!
Had dinner. Going out to drive with dad soon.
Shall enjoy my holiday and rest as much as I can, before the new semester starts again.
Bleh.
After Semestrals, what I did was... watching Bu Bu Jing Xin everyday!
Finished the drama yesterday.. Don't know what to do next :(
After the facial treatment this morning, I slept like a piggy, oink!
Had dinner. Going out to drive with dad soon.
Shall enjoy my holiday and rest as much as I can, before the new semester starts again.
Bleh.
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